Emotional

This roller coaster is getting very hectic. Tired of the up and down. No one is forcing fer to subject herself to the emotional pitfalls. This guy is oblivious to the emotions that are needed to be in a committed relationship. She thought that she was carrying his child at one time. He was overly concerned..... She felt like he wanted to move forward (marriage) in the next year. Then one day they have an argument and call it quits. No in between, just quits. She stopped coming around they talked a couple of times but eventually they have just stopped talking. Somewhere in her mind she wants them to get back together. See that they really had a connection. Does not look like it is going to happen. He will go on and marry someone from his town and she will still be wondering why. She calls for clarification on why did it end like this... He has no real answer. He is pretty much done, but wants to be friends. That's bulls*** Why is she subjecting herself to more tears. 10 months does not seem like a long time but it really did a number on her. She has always loved him. Friends for more than 4 years. Why did she even cross the friends line? It is a very hard line to come back over. Time is a very important thing...u need it to get over a broken heart. Indulge yourself in work... think about the positive things. Don't think that he used you and made you that "in the meantime" lover. He may really care. But if you are not meshing then it is not by force. That's life we have to all deal with it, some with more tears than others.